Part of the reason I feel I am done having babies is the broken sleep. It really takes its toll after a couple of months. If I get a couple of 3hr+ stretches, I'm fine functionally but it is still nothing like getting 6hrs or more of straight sleep.
Anyone who has the urge to tell me how to train my baby to sleep through the night or brag about how theirs slept through the night at 3wks, please don't. We have chosen our method of sleep adjustment with our babies and it worked out well with the other two and I have worry free nights with this one. I just don't get enough sleep currently.
The lack of sleep takes its toll on my mental ability and on my drive for, well, just about everything. I've had one baby free night in over 4 months. That one night was when my mom stayed over and took over with Ashley. I still woke up at the usual baby times but went back to sleep immediately and woke up feeling like I could conquer the world.
I've had 3, wonderful, healthy babies. I'm extremely blessed to be able to say that. In 5yrs I'll have one starting kindergarten, one starting Middle School and one starting High School. I think that is all my nerves can handle!